I feel like dying today. I really need you right now and you’re too busy with your work. Oh, how I hate your work. I know it was once in a year thing that you were ok those 5 minutes at the phone this morning, but I also know that me feeling awful was the reason that you were so ok, and not nervous and busy as usually.
I really need a man right now, in these moments with me. Not for loving or sex or stuff like this, but for hugging me and keeping me in his arms in bed.
I do not know what I did, but I have a horrible headache, my left eye hurts, my teeth and everything.
I’m ok with you , is just sex and that’s it but in these kind of moments I NEED A TRUE MAN TO STAND BESIDE ME.
Can I throw myself out of the window? My head hurts so bad and I really feel like dying. I didn’t sleep last night, I woke up with a bigger ‘head pain’ (head pain= eyes+teeth+brain aches).
I think somebody cursed me for all these days of vacation. Nice vacation I have, huh?! Do you still envy me now?
If you could bring Burke to hold my hand right now, just let me know!